Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Welcome to Me!

So here I am. Writing here on my very first official "blog." And here I am also rather nervous about the experience.

Over the past few years, I have found that writing out my thoughts and feelings, what was on my mind. anything that is going on is therapeutic. It helps me make it through the next part of my day.

So here I am, writing a blog about it. Here I write the thoughts that come into my head. I write the feelings that keep me down or bring me up. I share stories. 

I was always told that my life is interesting. I was told that my story is one that needs to be shared with the population, but at the same time, I keep making my story. I am different person than I was 2 months ago and if I knew what I would be a year ago, I wouldn't believe it.

The human race is always evolving, sometimes there are times in our lives where we evolve slower than others. Then there are moments when we change daily. I have been there and experienced both kinds of dealing. I've learned coping strategies that many don't even understand until they are much older.

I feel that my pain is something that has shaped me into the person I am today. I don't think I could be as good of a friend, as good as a listener, unless I had to deal with the pain that I have experienced in my life. For some, they may think I am crazy because I thank God everyday for the pain He has made for me, for I wouldn't be anything of who I am today.

So, what to expect from me:
  • Lots of music references. Music is quite literally my life, and I find that what I am listening to says a lot about my mood. I may talk about a song, I may quote the lyrics, I may even link a youtube link. I find that a lot can be explained by what we say is our "song of the day." 
  • Talk about my family, my friends and also about topics that may seem a little uncomfortable. I talk about death, not because I want to die (no where near it) but because sometimes people have wrong thoughts about death, and because of this have feelings about death. Sometimes I feel that I need to explain my special feelings on the topic. I will also probably mention a lot about the deaths of certain people in my life. The feelings I went through, the feelings I am still going through everyday. Grief is a long process.
  • Boring things about everyday life.
  • Wit, I am rather witty person and have HILARIOUS stories! I shall share, I PROMISE!
  • And so much more...
So until next time, embrace life, and SMILE!

Current song on THE IPOD:  La Vie Boheme from Rent :)